Thursday, April 19, 2007

Chech out my update!

Okay, it is get caught up time. There are three things that we need to get caught up on. The first is what is the P man reading? The second is, “What is the P man listening to?” And the third is “What is the P man going to read and listen to?”

We will start with the first topic. Probably the premier thing that I am reading is “A Dictionary of Early Christian Beliefs” by David Bercot. You may or may not be familiar with Brother Bercot; he is the author of the renowned “Will the Real Heretic Please Stand Up?” It is a fabulous book that basically points out that most of what is taught as Christianity today was considered heretical by the early church. Anyway, this Dictionary thingy, a 700 page volume, is a true treasure and a must for anybody who wants to be in the clergy, or anybody who is a Christian. One must remember that the words of these brothers, some of whom were disciples of the Apostles, are not scripture. However, that being said, they provide valuable information on the thinking and practices of the early church. I highly recommend it. It is quite revealing in the matter of what the first and second century churches practiced and taught in scripture, compared to the Alexander Campbell restoration various off shoots teach. There are some profound differences. One must muster the courage to explore ones faith, without fear of losing what may be unsound dogma. I’ve learned that it may very well be better to fellowship with a strong loving assembly, who doesn’t have all the buttons buttoned, and still maintain a distinct and profound faith. Unity can come with the simple will to stay peaceful with anybody that is willing to love Christ, worship Christ, and serve Christ. Fellowship will seem “worldly” to many people who have been a part of a dynamic emotionally charged environment, but we must remember, what the scripture says and demands may not be what you think it is. We mustn’t replace truth with emotional highs and lows. Biblical early church Christians were really quite quiet and peaceful with all. They were hard workers, who however, did not pay homage to Caesar. I think today of how many “Christians” think that our current Caesar is somebody to pay homage. Hey, I’m a patriot, but to Jesus, not this country that I am blessed to live in. I pay taxes, I am a contributor in my community, I keep the peace with my neighbors and show my concern for their well being, but yet, my loyalties lay with Christ, first, foremost, and forever!

My previous post spoke of the small tracts and booklets that I have also been reading. I am going over them again in my spare time (huh? I have spare time?). I just started reading two new books: the first is “We Don’t Speak Great Things – We Live Them” by Mark Felix and Justin Martyr. Really they are just collected writings of these two men, put in one volume. The book starts with Mark Felix’s “Octavius”, and then goes to “The First Apology of Justin Martyr”. Although you may be familiar with Justin Martyr, who was one of the most profound and important early Christian scholars, you may not have heard of Felix’s Octavius. Felix was a lawyer, and he writes a fictions situation where Christianity is being defended in court. It is very cool. I look forward to really sinking my teeth into this one.

The second book I am reading right now is “The Secret” by Rhonda Byrne. If you have not heard of this book, then you haven’t been paying attention in the media. First it was a movie, or which I did not see, but now it is in book form. The DVD is at the Wal-Mart that I bought the book at, and will probably go back and buy that. It is a reletivly profound book of which the topic is the “Universal Law of Attraction”. It is extremely interesting, and except for a few points, it doesn’t contradict scripture. There are some philosophical differences, as the origins of the Universe, but we cant’ hold ignorance against people, God will do that in his own time. It is definitely philosophical, but it is also quite reasonable. I think that the law of attraction is a valid concept. I tend to, in a worldly point of view, filter my law of attraction through my relationship with Jesus Christ, but the point is still well taken. Now, before I completely advocate this book and concept, I must first finish the book. The basic concept applied to my life would mean that I attracted seven years of suffering in my life, and can just as easily end it, simply by attracting the right, for a lack of a better word, mojo (mojo translated into our essence = thoughts, feelings, and spirit.). But I think of how my life has gone over the past 20 years, and I can’t help but think that there is some validity to this argument. Now, I do absolutely believe in the sovereignty of God; in that sovereignty God has created this universe as it is, and there are undeniable scientific evidences in existence that can make this “law of attraction” seem very reasonable. Let’s just say, I am interested in exploring this all the more. I suppose I will get back to you I say, if you are a Christian, of whom is secure in your faith and bible knowledge, there is very little harm in reading this book. However, if your faith is new and young, then I recommend that you hold off on reading this book until you bible faith and knowledge is stronger.
“You can’t tell me what to do!”
That is true, but please, I think that you would be greatly confused about this book if you read it now. Here is what I mean. The Law of Attraction basically states that you attract to your life whatever you dwell on emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. If you want, then all you have to do is focus on it in a positive way with all your mojo, and you’ll get it. If this is true, and you are filled with spiritual immaturity, and still crave the life of the world, then you will get it. Being a Christian, I want to attract Godliness in my life, and I believe that according to this law, and scripture, that it is exactly what will happen. I want to attract love, peace, kindness, generosity, charity, and stability. I want to be a giver, and a grateful person, who contributes to my family, church, academic environment, and my neighborhood. But, if you still desire the “world” (meaning greed, immorality, material exesses, and idolatry) then you will attract them, and your relationship with God will suffer. You will become increasingly dissatisfied, and eventually give up on your quest to please God. The bible states that if you delight in the Lord, then he will grant the disires of your heart. This IS the law of attraction restated. Jesus says whatever you ask in my name, you will receive. Again, restated. But if you ask for evil, Satan, who disguises himself as an angel of light, will be glad to grant your wish. Again, the law of attraction restated. I may see it in a different light than some of these philosophy professors and teachers in the book, but the concept is sound. So…I look forward to also finishing this book as well. I am of course also reading essays in my writing class, of which I must write about. And I am also reading a great deal of Art History. We are now in the High Italian Renaissance.

Now, what am I listening to? I have been listening to sermons and teaching of David Bercot. I am fascinated by his search for Christianity, and how it is dynamically different than mine, but we have come to almost all the same conclusions. His back ground is Anabaptist, and he currently is a Mennonite. He refers to his faith as Primitive Christianity. I like this term, and have attracted myself to it. I now refer to my faith as Primitive Christianity. I may not live as a Mennonite as he does, meaning I like the use of my computer and like to watch television and such, but abandoning 1800 years of sin and satanic manipulation of the Church, while still keeping track of the observance of an Apostolic lineage, is attractive to me. I know that sounds confusing, but if you want to know what I mean, just email me. I would basically send you the CD’s that I have listened to. Again, these CD’s can be found at
scroll publishing. I have also been listening to Miles Davis. I am going to be direct. In all my years in training as a musician, actor, illustrator, painter, writer, poet, sculptor, and worship singing, I have never known artistic freedom until I listened to Miles Davis. I feel artistically freed by listening to his CD “Milestones”. I also recently have been listening to Joe Satriani’s “Surfing with the Alien”. I had this CD years ago, but purchased it recently. Wow did I forget how seriously good this dude is on the guitar. He is amazing. I also just finished watching and listening to the 1987, four hour long musical, called Upside Down. It was a musical produced by some very talented people in the ICOC in 1987, in Chicago, and let me tell you, this musical will make you laugh, cry, and both at the same time sometimes. It is dramatic, comedic, artistic, creative, and delightful. The whole musical is based on the Bible book of Acts, plus some liberties taken by some early Christian writings concerning what happened to Peter and Paul in their martyrdom. The next to the last scene, if you have a heart at all, will make you weep in joy and inspiration. Not once, in the ten plus times I have seen this musical, have I not wept. Carla recently purchased our copy on DVD at www.dpibooks.org. If you don’t have an ICOC background, then I recommend the 1994 edition. It is just done in much better quality. It is condensed, but if you don’t know the difference, then the new one is preferred. It is just that the original 1987 version is what Carla and I grew up with, and we like it better. Now we get to share this with our child, and it is just lovely.

What am I going to read and listen to? Well, as soon as I am done with the two books that I am reading currently, I want to start reading a recent acquisition called “The Russians Secret.” It is a book about the underground Christian movement of second century style Christianity while the Russian Orthodox Church prevailed publicly. I am greatly interested in how they practiced Christianity all those thousand years while the Orthodox Church reigned. According to the copy on the back of the book, their thinking is different than the American and Anglican Churches during this same time. They make it clear that it includes much martyrdom and suffering. Hey, it Christianity baby, what’d you expect?

As to what I am going to listen to? I don’t have a clue. I’ll probably get back to my Vivaldi, Mozart, and Brahms. These three composers tend to stimulate my mind the most. Oh, I have also been listening to Count Basie and Rosemary Clooney. Wow does she have the pipes. Her jazz is just amazing. Truly, she is one of the greats. If you have a recommendation, I’m up to hearing it. I’d like to hear something new, but not any, at all, hip hop, bee bop, or metal. Maybe I’d be interested in some blues, Eric Clapton, Paul McCartney, or even some new pop that I’m not familiar with?

Well, that sums it up for now. I’ll check back in a couple of days with a new update. Till then…

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Wisdom found in the past...

Letter 5
Peace Comes through Simplicity and Obedience

Learn to cultivate peace. And you can do this by learning to turn a deaf ear to you own ambitious thoughts. Or haven’t you yet learned that the strivings of the human mind not only impair the health of your body, but also bring dryness to the soul. You can actually consume yourself by too much inner striving. And to no purpose at all! Your peace and inner sweetness can be destroyed by a restless mind. Do you think that God can speak in those soft tender accents that melt the soul, in the midst of such inner confusion as you permit by that endless, hurrying parade of thoughts going through you mind? Be quiet, and He will soon be heard. The only principle you need to be concerned about is to be scrupulously obedience
You have been asking for comfort and peace. But you do not understand that you have need led to the brink of the fountain and are refusing to drink. Peace and comfort can be found nowhere except in simple obedience. So, be faithful in obeying even when you do not understand, and you will soon find that the rivers of living water will flow, as God has promised. You will receive according to the measure of your faith: much, if you believe much; nothing if you believe nothing and continue to listen to your own restless thoughts.
You dishonor the meaning of Christian love when you suppose that a man who truly loves God could ever be worried about these trifles which are continually clamoring for your attention. Christian love goes straight to God in pure simplicity, knowing that these trifles are no problem to Him. Satan is the one who torments us with trivialities. And he often transforms himself into an angel of light and bothers us with endless self-examinations and an over-sensitive conscience which allows us no peace. I’m sure you know by experience that trouble and spiritual danger which Satan can bring upon you in this way. But you can be victorious. Everything depends upon your faithfulness in repelling his first advances.
If you will learn to be honest and simple in your desires, I think you will be more pleasing to God than if you were to suffer a hundred martyrdoms. If there is anything you should be concerned about, it is simply you own hesitation in offering a sacrifice so right in the sight of God. Can true love hesitate when it is required to please its Well-beloved?


Written by Francois de Salignac de la Mothe Fenelon, Archibishop of CAmbrai, Written to advise a few select believers in the court of Louis the XIV in the late 1600’s.

I think that this writing is extremely profound. I’ve been studying the writings of Christians of little pocket remenants over the centuries of Europe, and I found a book by this guy. It is a series of letters he wrote a select group of people who were trying desperately to stay righteous in a royal court of immorality and corruption. His letters are intense, and written by an mature Christian. This particular letter hit me hard. I had spent so much time trying to analyze myself that I had at many times lost sight with what God really wanted. I totally feel for the advances of Satan.
I think back in my years in the ICOC and how it was the ongoing past time to constantly be reexamining our own hearts to make sure we were “right” and righteous at all times. We took some writings of Paul, and proof-texting them into our own paradigm to fit what we had been told they meant. We would confess even the slightest little whim of a little thought of a slight amount of potential temptation in order to not let our hearts drift into sin. There was perpetual self-examninations, not to mention having “D-Times” were a group of guys would sit around in a room and confess all their sin (a good thing) but then we would asail upon each other with rebukes, corrections, and instructions. We would be brutal in our opinions of each other in the name of brotherhood and proverbial “Iron sharpens iron” mentality. We would be consumed with it. Well, this trade mark mentality has left its mark on me, and I continue to barrage myself, always looking to see if my heart is right. I am now going to take Fenelon’s advice and just be quiet and let the voice of God be heard.

I am also reading a booklet, or tract called The Triumph, Peace, and Power of True Christianity: An Early Tract of Defenselessness and Fidelity to Christ, by Pilgram Marpeck. Pilgram Marpeck was a Christian in the early mid 1500’s, and he was responding to Martin Luther’s brutal resolve to hem in violence with violence. Martin Luther showing his hand by ordering the deaths of thousands of revolting peasants who were only responding to the disappointment of the lack of social reform promised by church reform. There were a group of Anabaptist that was taking arms to defend themselves from this violence, and Pilgram Marpeck wrote this tract in response. It is powerful indeed. It is amazing what these people had to say, and how the purity of the scripture was embraced by small select groups throughout Europe during over the years.

It is also amazingly simplistic and obvious non-violence and passive resistance are unquestionably the truth and way of the true Christian when it is laid out like these brothers do. The third book I am reading is Do Followers of Jesus Fight? by Edward Yoder and friends. This was published originally in the 1940’s, and it is 54 questions frequently asked concerning Christian responses to relative questions concerning Christians and their responsibility to Christ when violence is inflicted on them. Many of those questions I have asked myself. These wonderful publications can be found at http://www.scrollpublishing.com/ and they are only a few dollars each. Again, I highly recommend them.

All this is in response to a request made by my bestest buddy John, and we are together going to research the total church in its entire history. So far I am off to a good start.